Friday Blog

Here it is once again Friday and time for a blog and what do I have for this one, "nothing".  I have been very preoccupied with work, finances, registration for classes, homework and trying to keep it all together , not to mention being on alert always for a call that I need to go to St. Louis for the transplant and now with the holidays coming on there is that much more to think about and I am just flat overwhelmed.  I've got myself in a financial jam and can't seem to get out and that stresses me out to the max....I think that is my biggest worry, how to handle the mess I got into and how to get out.  I am working on a solution but I don't know that it is a promising one or not, though I would like to think so, you know they call that "wishful thinking", but it's all I got right now.

I want to be caught up on all my bills and all my school work and be able to look back on this ugle situation and say that I was able to get myself out.  I just need people to work with me a little and not keep harassing about money that I do not have.  How do you tell someone that your hours got cut back from work because it is the slow time and therefore you are not making as much but they think you should still be able to pay the same amount regardless, even when you do not have it....ridiculous I say..hello, do the math.  I want to pay, I can't pay or at least not that much ,but when I get back up on my feet I will pay more.  Why is that so hard to understand. 

I go to school to better myself and to get a degree so that I can make more money, but that won't happen for a while and I can't work a full and part time job because then I couldn't go to shool and the full time job won't pay all the bills, but I don't want to give up school...I wish people were a little more sympathetic to the issues at hand.  I would be, they must have lots of money and not have problems, I bet that's it, so lets crap on the people who are on the poverty level and falling fast.  That would be me and thank you and have a nice day to you too.