It's Friday and here I am writing another blog and don't know what to say. I have been sick all week and as you may or may not know I am a kidney donor in a the paired program and the person that I am trying to help is in renal failure and will not do what she should have done months ago and went on dialysis. I have been doing some research because some of the things that she tells me isn't making much sense to me so I went online to the National Kidney Center to look up information on renal failure and found out some very interesting things that I didn't know and neither did she.
I believe that there are people who are very strong in their faith but when your life is put in jeopardy because you believe that God is going to heal you and you refuse other treatment, then I think there is a problem. I have gone though extensive testing for this for her and have even put my grades in jeopardy which right now really pisses me off because I work very hard to get the grades I do and I don;t miss class even when I am sick, but she needed me to get my testing done, so the only time I had available was during midterms because she didn't want to wait a week and she reminded me that her kidney function was an 11(already in renal failure) so I went and missed a mid-term exam and screwed up my grade and now Im digging myself out of a hole. Now don't get me wrong I am glad that I am going to be able to help her get a kidney, but now her kidney function is a 5 and she doesn't find it necessary to go on dialysis...are you kidding me.
Needless to say, I got upset and called her and let my concerns be known but I don't think that it did any good she feels that she is doing great. Who does that? I just don't get it.
I seem to have lost my train of thought because thinking about it makes me that angry. Help those who help themselves..whoever thought that left it open for argument.
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